It has been a long time!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Well for those of you that have stopped checking my blog because I haven't updated it since august.
HERE I AM!

Summer has come and gone so quickly this year. THis summer was going to be full of adventure and exploring BC with the family camping. Well we did just that just one time! I have no idea where the time went buy! We did a couple of trips to the coast and Chris and I did a over nighter in Bellingham and that is about all the exploring that happened. We are already looking for a motorhome for next year so this doesn't happened again.

The summer was also filled with Chris losing his job and trying to figure out where to go from here and my dad buying , selling and moving into his new home. Mya has turned 3 and is turning into a true beauty with a attitude and Kanaan is growing up so fast. Yesturday he brought home a book that was three lines per page and he read most of it on his own. That makes me said and proud but WOW times is flying.

Just today I realized that my mom was only on this world for 58 years. In one breath it seems like a long time and than when I put it into persecptive when I'm 58 the kids well be 31 and that is just horrifing to me knowing that they could very easly be in the same situation as I have been when my Mom died. I want to live until the kids are old and grey and see where there life has brought them.
Last night as I was putting Mya to sleep she was just so pretty and I just thought to myself that my Mom would so love to be here spending time with Mya!

Anyways that brings me to my next adventure. I want to live a long heathly life and that is something that I haven't been doing. Excuses have come way to easly to me this last year and it has gotten the best of me.

I have started as of today the "WILD ROSE" detox. It isn't pleasent and it has only been the first day. I well for warn you that if you call or see me anytime in the next 12 days that our conversation well be around food. I love and I want it. I know that I need to get through this to bring me to the next step of excersing on a regular basis.

I'm telling everyone that I'm doing this so that I'm held accountable.
If anyone has any suggestions of something good to eat please let me now.

Thanks for reading all of my Jibber Jabber and for looking past all of my spelling mistakes!

Denise Bernice